I don’t know what’s wrong with me nowadays.
I’m so frustrated and numb to everything.
I feel so alone and have no one to trust, no one to tell my worries to, no one to count on.
I want to seal myself in a box. Ugh.
I don’t know what to do,
I feel so pressured by everyone, I feel lost.
Maybe everyone is only being nice to me for the sake of it.
I don’t know.
I just don’t understand.
On another note,
Why is it that I’m always being blamed?
When I do smth, it’s as if it’s the most evil deed ever.
But when someone else does the same thing, it’s okay?
I won’t call it bullying, because I don’t even know what it is.
Lost in a wild mad world.
Feeling so overwhelmed with my life now. House captain, JG’s, NY, studies, tuition and all the sudden nonsense thrown at me. I pray I’ll be able to get through all this. I hope I don’t go berserk.
Ahhhhh.
Come one Claudia, you can do it!







